Renungan Jumaat

Ku lihat sang warga tua mengejar ke maskid walaupun waktu zuhur masih ada 2 jam lagi. Pergi ke masjid untuk melakukan yang sunnah dan juga menghormati hari jumaat.



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Rezeki

Ya Allah, aku mohon rezeki yang banyak, yang halal, yang bermanfaat tanpa perlu aku bekerja keras.


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Test

Tezt


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The Return

I have lost my way but I have finally returned, hopefully, in the right path; eventually, meeting Him. May Allah show his Mercy on me.


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Reflections from Al -Hikam

Laa haula wala quwwata illa billahi.

Tidak ada daya untuk mengelakkan diri dari bahaya kesalahan, dan tidak ada kekuatan untuk berbuat amal kebaikan kecuali dengan bantuan pertolongan Allah dan kurnia rahmatNya semata-mata.

Seandainya aku dekat dengan Allah, pasti Allah akan melindungi ku dari kesalahan dan maksiat, di kurniakan aku dengan taufik dan hidayahNya, menunjukkan aku arah kepadaNya. Tetapi seandainya aku lupa dan jauh dariNya, maka aku akan bersemadi dalam maksiat hanya semata-mata kerana Allah membiarkan aku......Sesungguhnya tiada yang berlaku tanpa kehendak Allah, Allah yang berkuasa atas segala sesuatu.

Ketika Iblis diperintah sujud kepada Adam, ia berkata:

"Ana khairu minhu"

Aku lebih baik dari dia. Berkali-kali aku telah merasakan diriku lebih baik dan lebih pandai dan pintar dari teman-temanku. Maka tertipu lah aku....sebenarnya Allah yang memberi ku ilmu, aku yang kosong menganggap diriku lebih baik dari rakan seperjuanganku....tertipu oleh kesombonganku sendiri. Aku merasa diriku lebih baik, sama seperti Iblis...dan sekiranya aku tidak sedar atas kesombonganku, pasti tempatku bersama Iblis di akhirat kelak.

"Ini semata-mata dari kurnia Tuhanku, untuk menguji padaku, apakah bersyukur atau kufur. Maka siapa yang bersyukur, maka syukur itu untuk dirinya. Dan siapa yang kufur, maka Tuhanku Dzat yang Terkaya lagi Pemurah (tidak berhajat sedikitpun dari makhluknya, bahkan makhluk yang berhajat kepadaNya)."

"This is by the Grace of my Lord!- to test me whether I am grateful or ungrateful! and if any is grateful, truly his gratitude is (a gain) for his own soul; but if any is ungrateful, truly my Lord is Free of all Needs, Supreme in Honour !" An-Naml:40

Kemewahan yang Allah telah kurniakan kepadaku, sepatutnya aku bersyukur dan renungkan bagaimana harus aku gunakan kemewahanku itu untuk menuju kepadaNya.

The Demise of a Great Teacher

It has been a while since I last posted on my blog. I decided to revive it today.

Earlier this morning, roughly around Subuh, I dreamt Pak Halim was in my house. I was surprised and welcomed him until he said to me...greet your teacher as well...then I saw Abah Didi...i quickly embraced him and cried....I woke up and realised it was time for Subuh prayers.

A few hours later, I recieved an sms from Abang Rahman that Abah Didi has passed on yesterday.

God knows how much I cried. I cried as I failed to be a good student, a student whom he would be proud of...I also wanted to get a name for my newborn soon. Alas, I didn't take the opportunity to do that. I have been very adamant about getting a name for my child from Abah Didi, I didn't bother about looking for names, as I trust Abah would give me a name that would be good for my child. My parents, my wife and I had gone to Sukabumi in Dec last year...during Hari Raya Haji...and I asked Abah to doa for me...so that I could have my first child...As we met him when we were about to leave Rindu Alam, he said to me that he would doa for my wife and I to have a child. Earlier this year, I was welcomed with the news that my wife is pregnant with our first child.

I am grateful to God for granting me the opportunity to meet such a wonderful and great teacher. He has now reached his destination. He is now with the Almighty.

Innalillahi wa innailaihi raajiuun.

The demise of a great friend

On the 18th of November, my best friend, Zuraimi Bin Abu Hashim, passed away from a heart attack. He was 36. I still remember when he was told by Abah that at the age of about 35, all his worries would come to an end. Zuraimi thought that his business would prosper and he would be able to pay all his debts and reward his wife for being patient with him all this while. Last year he went to meet Abah again, as he was exhausted from working day and night for his business to work. Abah told him to be patient and his time will arrive soon. His time did arrive. All his troubles have been taken away from him. And he has reached his destination...

I cried on that fateful morning. I travelled to JB in the wee hours of the morning and was devastated to lose the only true friend I have. He is survived by his wife and three young kids, all below the age of seven. I wonder how they will survive. Zuraimi has a lot of debts mounting and possibly having no insurance at all.

The question I keep asking is that his death is a blessing for him, but what about his wife? I cannot fathom what would happen to her...with all his debts..sometimes I wonder what is HIS Plan..

I just need to remind myself that GOD works in mysterious ways. I just need to have faith in Him.

Forgive me God for I have sinned. May you bless my good friend's soul.